Happy St. Valentine's Day

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! All my love goes to my little one. Best Valentine, Always and Forever

Pretty Eyes

I have always heard, "you have pretty eyes", and while most people don't notice them, my lovers always do. I'm pretty sure when I say someone has pretty eyes, most of the time its the color but thats not what it is about my eyes. Even when I look in the mirror I can see what they are talking about but its hard to explain. What ever my mood is, you can see it in my eyes. They bare my soul and I have no control over it. Happy, sad, or mad, my eyes will tell the story.

Who Gone Check Me Boo?

I had a late night conversation with this stud that I have been talking to on and of for the last 3 or so months. It’s nothing serious just more of a friend with a possible interest. She is moving to Ga soon so what’s the point of starting something? She is bent on having some type of love affair with me. I have told her time and time again she is in love with being in love.

She wants to start meeting up with me after I get off work so we can chill. I told her that I have a passenger that rides so that’s not possible. Now get this, she asked me when was I planning on tell her best “I’m your daddy” voice. I burst out laughing at her; this was too hilarious to me. She said, “I don’t find anything funny young lady”.

Who gone check me boo? No one gasses my car but ME, I don't have to tell you shit. I’m trying to figure out who she has the relationship with that she is calling shots, because it’s not with me. This is what I mean by being in love with love. I assume she wish we had that type of relationship, and was very upset that I kept telling her I’m not starting anything with her because she is moving. She ended up getting upset and hanging up on me but who cares? Get real, love happens and is not forced. I get tired of hearing her moan and complain about being alone and wanting to be with someone past the dating period. I’m just the only person readily available at this point, I could be any chick, she don’t care she just want to be in love. *BARF* I don’t have time for this shit.
#OnToThaNext --->

Bipolar Disorder

Bipolar disorder involves periods of excitability (mania) alternating with periods of depression. The "mood swings" between mania and depression can be very abrupt.


Yep, I'm bipolar....

Daria Quote

"That road leads to happiness and personal satisfaction. Thats why they don't want you to take it." Daria

Urbandictionary.com's Definition of My Name

1) Antoinette - A person of impeccable taste, sophisticated yet not pretentious. Appreciates the finer things in life like art, theatre and giving people wet willies. Most likely the person you wish you were, but are to lazy to be. A lady with enough charisma and motivation to get things done that an army of simple men cannot manage to do.


2) Antoinette - She's stylish, gorgeous, sweet, kind, brilliant and powerful, basically gods gift from heaven. Everyone has respect for "Antoinette" Many envy, hate and are very jealous of a Antoinette. Antoinette's can be mean at times only to those who are disrespectful, mean, liars, ghetto and fake type people. If she's your friend she will have your back to the end. Antoinette is very picky and refuse to settle for less. They work very hard and will not let anyone stand in their way. They are very classy women who is somewhat a control freak but always get the job done. They play hard like men but always carry themselves like elegant classy ladies. You will do anything for a Antoinette!


Im not going to put my middle name out there but here is what it means... I Kid you not, this is Urbandictionary's definition - A sexy girl with a unique style and is very good with her tounge.

guy1: Omg, did you hear about _______? 

guy2: Yeah, she turned out that girl when she fucked her.

The Perry-Crowder Crew

Kaliyah,5    Sammy,8       Braylon,4

*Per Mother children's identity can be revealed (click here to read story)

Keep It Real Please..It's 2010 Part2

Sooo, I have been meaning to blog about the rest of this ridiculous post but it's such fuckery that I didn't have the energy. Now I'm ready to tell you that it didn't end there... Before reading if you have not read Part1 (click here) then go read it and come back.

Monday I got a txt from this chick, we will call her Random Chick2.

Random Chick2: So you not fucking with me no mo ma?
Me: I don't deal with liars
Random Chick2: I didn't lie but ok ma, I told you I got my ppl mixed up, my mind was on a million things
Me: Ok, so who could you have got Gucci Mane mixed up with?
Random Chick2: Young Dro, I didn't know who either of them were til I met them, even my brother had to tell me

Ok so imma stop here, wtf do you mean you didn't know them? GUCCI AND DRO? Stop playin! Not to mention she talked about how she loved Gucci the whole time I was with her. Now she bringing her family folks in it to vouch 4 the story as if i know her brother and he is credible! Liars do stupid shit like that... (back to the txt)

Me: Sooo, you almost meet Dro b4 he got locked up? And Gucci is the one you went to dinner with?
Random Chick2: Yes, last time i saw Dro was at his birthday party at pearl
Me: You gotta stop with the lies, I let you walk right into that shit, Dro haven't been locked up sweety....
Random Chick2: My brother told me he was, I wasn't with him when he got locked up, I just know I hadn't seen him and was askin where he was

By this time Im dying, this chick it fucking crazy...wtf? (back to txt)

Me: Sooo, you haven't seen him in a min, but you never met him remember? You ALMOST met him b4 he got locked up, so with Dro, did you meet him or did you almost meet him?
Random Chick2: I meet Dro and Gucci
Me: Ok, soooo since you met both Dro and Gucci, who did you get them mixed up with? Who did you almost meet b4 they got locked up?

Ok so i must stop again, by now im thinking this chick is going to give up. She gotta be telling me all these lies cause she think it will better her chances at hittin it I guess. Before I continue I just want to say this is all real, this is not lies, I had to show my co-worker the actual txt messages 4 her to believe me! (back to txt)

Random Chick2: Shawty Lo, I had been seeing him in that club, my baby momma knows him. She was going to let me meet him but he got locked up over that boi he shot

By now I am in fucking tears! I know she was on the computer google shit to make sure Shawty Lo had got locked up and shit... #iCant! So you are hanging out with the stars, pickin up tabs and ish but you can't buy me and you a meal? Girl stop with that fuckery! I told chick to NEVER contact me again..loose my damn #. I don't have time for simple minded people and their bullshit. Got to be more careful!

Song Of The Day: Daddy's Home Usher

I melt when I hear usher's seductive voice singing this song, he hit the nail dead on the head with this jam here. I mean who don't want to be sitting waiting anxiously for the one you love to come home and handle bizness...lol Im waiting for my daddy to come home... Where you at daddy?

My Journey: The Countdown Begins...

I am uber excited! In 23 days I will be signing the the lease to my very own apartment! If no one else is proud of me, I am proud of myself. I came to NC on a mission and things are working out for me perfectly.

I am employed with two jobs within a month of arriving here, 5 months and I am ready to move in my own crib. The feeling is great because at first I didn't know if things would go like I planned but over all things are great. I am very thankful for the help of Lorie, without her I would not be able to make this new start. Thank you Lorie!  

I am going to miss the little ones, Sammy, (8) has tried to kick me out with the constant question of when Im going home. Kaliyah, (5) constantly questions my actions and tells me what I need to do. I'm always asking "are you my momma?" LOL  Its cute though, she does it just like her momma does her. She is my little shadow, she looks at me like the other girl when her brothers are doing "boy things" and annoying her. Braylon, (4).... what can I say, I have been a victim of his scorpio stinger several times. He kicks me out, we can't have a decent convo without it ending with me possibly having pie in my face, and just when I am about to write his lil ass off he comes with the "Ms. Nette, I love you!"  Then I all "awwww" lol. *thanks God he is only 4* I'd be a sucker for that ish! Beware parents of 4yr old girls!

                                            *The Kids

Over all it's bittersweet :-/. Im gonna miss the PCR crew!

*These are not Lorie's kids, these are Micheal Jackson's kids as to protect the childrens identity

Friday, Feb 5th
Per Mother children's identity can be revealed (click her to view picture)

LGBT Scene: Club Envy

1st Night Out To A Club

More Pics to come.........