...something has happened.

To be continued

Me & My Blue Pacific Margarita Cheers!

Bottoms Up!

I Don't Like You

So what? Are you in elementary school or something?  Did someone say you had to? My purpose here is not for you or anyone to like me. Grow the fuck up. Tis All

MARCH 5TH, 1986

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

24yrs ago on this day Nadine gave birth to a beautiful baby girl, me! My first name was already set in stone, I was named Antoinette after my father, Anthony and my brother Antoine. My middle wasn't truely decided until after I was born, I was suppose to be Antoinette Deontae (brother Antoine Dion), Antoinette Kimberly ( that ish just dont flow right to me), and a few others that I cannot recall. One of my mother's nurses was name NeShay, and she liked it. So that's what she name me, Antoinette NeShay. Pretty name if I do say so myself but I am biased.

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It happened again this month. I'm upset with myself for giving in to my emotions about the situation but I did. Sometimes I feel like I can't control my emotions and they are controling me and what I do. Per the scopes, as a Pisces I'm either going to be very successful in life or end up in a mental institution. Absolutly no middle ground to stand on. I see the mental institution just ahead of me on the left and on my right is the road to success. If I don't control these emotions, my padded cell and straight jacket awaits me, for sure. #TisAll


Signed,
Emotional Basket Case