My Sunday Out!

Heading out!

I never get a day off, but last Sunday Belk's finally gave me a break, and I took advantage of it! I met with @dvynegoddess, @Sassy_Samantha, @BonifiedBond. I never get to do things like this and I had a great time, lunch @ Olive Garden and then to the mall to spend a few bucks. Anywho, here are a couple pics frm my day :-)

Me & Sam

Late Mother's Day

Mother’s Day was last Sunday, but I’m just getting back into the blog thing so I had to do a Mother’s Day post; if for no one else but myself.


I never gave birth to a child but I have my baby girl who I love and she calls me mommy. I’m no longer with her, 2 states away and Mother’s Day doesn’t mean what it use to for me. I did my usual Sunday activities of lazing around with the significance of the day lingering in the back of my mind. 11am and I still hadn’t heard from my baby girl but I wasn’t sweating it too much. I’m learning to expect very little from that situation these days. I stopped feeling semi sorry for myself and took myself out to dinner and did a lil’ shopping.

I went to Chill’s and had a great meal and a couple margaritas. I had the Cajun Penne Pasta on the menu, simply to die for! I love pasta hold the meat! I had a regular margarita the 1st time around but my 2nd one was the Blue Patron Margarita! Yummy to my tummy! I enjoyed myself and at 7pm headed home, still no word from baby girl.

Finally around 8pm I got that phone call from the little girl who lights up my life. So full of joy she said Happy Mother’s Day and the smile I had been waiting on all day was there. I talked to for her a little while and let her go to play. I love that little girl like my own and she will always have that special place in my heart.

My BabyGirl and her Mother

Song of the Day: Alicia Keys f. Drake I'm Ready

This song describes everything I am currently feeling. I have been jamming to the Alicia Key’s new cd, The Element of Freedom for a minute now and I have always loved this song. She was coming straight from the heart with this one, the lyrics are beautiful and she sings it with so much passion. Just recently this song has begun to mean something more to me.

After looking into it, comes to find out Drake wrote it. *Blankstare* Does he really have this much talent? Sure does seem like it. That song makes [you] feel like he looked into [your] heart and wrote what he saw, not to mention A.Key’s sings it like she’s singing from [your] heart as well.

I was wondering maybe

Could I make you my baby

If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy

Or would it be so beautiful….

This is my personal favorite part of the song. I’m stuck right there and I want to know the answer. I think I know, but I want to be sure. I’m not one for being in love with love, I’ve seen it, think I have lived it a couple times, but I don’t plan on living it anymore. I want something real and true for a change.


Statuses are going up everywhere; lovers are quoting the song with one simple line. Every lovers question maybe different, but …the answer seems to be the same.... “If you ask me I’m Ready”

Breaking the Silence

Every time I sit down and try to blog, my mind draws a blank. I have so many things to say, yet I can’t put them into words. So many things have changed; so many things are continuing to change. I look in the mirror and smile more these days for several different reasons. I hope this is a good thing, but why you say? I know it sounds like that should be great but right now, I’m not so sure.

I have a story to tell also, but I haven’t reached my goal quite yet, so until then I will keep it to myself. Look for it though because I’m close to reaching my goal and that for sure is something to be happy about.

I guess I’m here to break my silence but not saying much of anything….

To be continued….

Me

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