I Don't Like You

So what? Are you in elementary school or something?  Did someone say you had to? My purpose here is not for you or anyone to like me. Grow the fuck up. Tis All

Who Gone Check Me Boo?

I had a late night conversation with this stud that I have been talking to on and of for the last 3 or so months. It’s nothing serious just more of a friend with a possible interest. She is moving to Ga soon so what’s the point of starting something? She is bent on having some type of love affair with me. I have told her time and time again she is in love with being in love.

She wants to start meeting up with me after I get off work so we can chill. I told her that I have a passenger that rides so that’s not possible. Now get this, she asked me when was I planning on tell her best “I’m your daddy” voice. I burst out laughing at her; this was too hilarious to me. She said, “I don’t find anything funny young lady”.

Who gone check me boo? No one gasses my car but ME, I don't have to tell you shit. I’m trying to figure out who she has the relationship with that she is calling shots, because it’s not with me. This is what I mean by being in love with love. I assume she wish we had that type of relationship, and was very upset that I kept telling her I’m not starting anything with her because she is moving. She ended up getting upset and hanging up on me but who cares? Get real, love happens and is not forced. I get tired of hearing her moan and complain about being alone and wanting to be with someone past the dating period. I’m just the only person readily available at this point, I could be any chick, she don’t care she just want to be in love. *BARF* I don’t have time for this shit.
#OnToThaNext --->

Keep It Real Please..It's 2010 Part2

Sooo, I have been meaning to blog about the rest of this ridiculous post but it's such fuckery that I didn't have the energy. Now I'm ready to tell you that it didn't end there... Before reading if you have not read Part1 (click here) then go read it and come back.

Monday I got a txt from this chick, we will call her Random Chick2.

Random Chick2: So you not fucking with me no mo ma?
Me: I don't deal with liars
Random Chick2: I didn't lie but ok ma, I told you I got my ppl mixed up, my mind was on a million things
Me: Ok, so who could you have got Gucci Mane mixed up with?
Random Chick2: Young Dro, I didn't know who either of them were til I met them, even my brother had to tell me

Ok so imma stop here, wtf do you mean you didn't know them? GUCCI AND DRO? Stop playin! Not to mention she talked about how she loved Gucci the whole time I was with her. Now she bringing her family folks in it to vouch 4 the story as if i know her brother and he is credible! Liars do stupid shit like that... (back to the txt)

Me: Sooo, you almost meet Dro b4 he got locked up? And Gucci is the one you went to dinner with?
Random Chick2: Yes, last time i saw Dro was at his birthday party at pearl
Me: You gotta stop with the lies, I let you walk right into that shit, Dro haven't been locked up sweety....
Random Chick2: My brother told me he was, I wasn't with him when he got locked up, I just know I hadn't seen him and was askin where he was

By this time Im dying, this chick it fucking crazy...wtf? (back to txt)

Me: Sooo, you haven't seen him in a min, but you never met him remember? You ALMOST met him b4 he got locked up, so with Dro, did you meet him or did you almost meet him?
Random Chick2: I meet Dro and Gucci
Me: Ok, soooo since you met both Dro and Gucci, who did you get them mixed up with? Who did you almost meet b4 they got locked up?

Ok so i must stop again, by now im thinking this chick is going to give up. She gotta be telling me all these lies cause she think it will better her chances at hittin it I guess. Before I continue I just want to say this is all real, this is not lies, I had to show my co-worker the actual txt messages 4 her to believe me! (back to txt)

Random Chick2: Shawty Lo, I had been seeing him in that club, my baby momma knows him. She was going to let me meet him but he got locked up over that boi he shot

By now I am in fucking tears! I know she was on the computer google shit to make sure Shawty Lo had got locked up and shit... #iCant! So you are hanging out with the stars, pickin up tabs and ish but you can't buy me and you a meal? Girl stop with that fuckery! I told chick to NEVER contact me again..loose my damn #. I don't have time for simple minded people and their bullshit. Got to be more careful!

Keep It Real Please.. Its 2010

So last night I went to chill with this girl at her house. #FAIL 


I now know why I like older women. She was 25 but childish to me. She spent her time trying to impress with stories... but one in particular took the cake.


She told me that her home girl was cool with Gucci Mane, and she almost got a chance to meet him but he got locked up before she could. Hmmm now its not far stretched for her to have someone that knows Gucci Mane, after all she was in Atlanta. So, an hour or so later after she has forgot about that story I assume because she told me a contradiction one I guess to impress me with her so called "chedda".  She told me she went out to eat with Gucci Mane and she offered to pick up the tab and Gucci Mane was like "I like you, I'm the one with the money but you offering to pay". She told him " I got my own money man". 


So, I'm sitting here wondering, did you almost meet Gucci? Or did you meet him and pick up his tab?" I called her out on this fuckery haven't heard from her since.
Not to mention she don't have stacks on deck cause she couldn't afford a meal. She hadn't got paid yet. Now don't get me wrong, hell I understand that. Times are hard but when you putting on like you got it like that please be able to back that shit up.


Anyway thats how I spent my night yesterday... gotta be more careful.....
click her to read part2

*Blank Stare*

Now that the New Year is about to come in are people starting to get all mushy thinking about the past, looking to mend things that have been broken or something?  I was having a BBM convo with "her" and my phone rings. I didn't think twice, I just answered and the voice I heard made me completely silent.... 


Me: Who Is this?
Her: Your late Christmas present
Me: *Silent Blank Stare*


Exactly a year ago I was stuck in a horrible life involved with her. Why the fuck does she still have my #? I have chomped her off previously for contacting me and acting as if we are best of friends and everything is kool. Its funny how people take advantage of you when you care and they don't give fuck, as soon as the well runs dry muthafuckas start seeing shit. Anyway, I despise her and I  wanted to go off on her but I'm trying not to live in the past anymore. It only adds to my emotional basketcase-ness LOL.  I let her talk, mostly to herself, silent treatment is the way to go! I think she got the message but I know she will call again cause I have wrote her off before. *sigh* I'm getting my # changed very soon so I will loose that headache myself. 


P.S. OH IF I DON'T BLOG AGAIN, BEFORE JAN 1ST

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

So You Mad?

I don't understand why people are so easily offended when they ask for you to give them your honest opinion about something, If you don't want to know the truth, then don't ASK!

 Lastnight I received a txt from a chick I went on a date with but I wasn't feeling her like that. This is how it went.

RandomChick: ? What is it about me that turns you off? Im just wondering so I can know how to improve myself for my miss right, please be honest.
Me: There is nothing wrong with you, just not my type ma.
RandomChick: I wasn't saying like for you, but its good, im out.
Me: "Question What about me turns YOU off? Im just wondering....." This is what you said to me, and i'll say again, there is noyhing wrong with you...
RandomChick: Of course there was no reply!

What happened here? I answered her question honestly! She wanted to know how to improve herself for her "miss right" What I didn't like about her was her height, she is too short for me and she had a low hair cut like a guy. Now she can grow her hair back, but she can't change her height soooo, that makes her NOT MY TYPE, but she could be perfect for the next chick.

Now I would like to address the statement "so i can improve myself for my miss right". Let me tell you, this is me love it or leave it. Now I understand when you are in a relationship with someone there might be certain things that you might need to change to make things work with you and your significant other but if we need to have that conversation to start out, then it obviously don't need to start.

But who am I? Im just a 23yo lesbian, looking for love and happiness......

Death to Antoinette Nicole Davis

How could a mother sale her child as a sex slave? What is our world coming to? Fuck a trial send that bitch to stand infront of a firing squad! There are alot of awful things one can do in there lifetime but any crime against a defenseless child is by far the worst thing imaginable. When this story first came out it was very vague as to what had happened. The mother (Antoinette Davis) is being charged with trafficing and prostituting her child. Lastnight as I watched the news, there were search crews searching the woods for the little girl. Obvisouly they thought she was dead and would not be found alive. There is footage of her dad pleading for her return, he had only let the child (Shaniya) live with her mother for a month, to see if she could be the mother the little girl needed. I know he regrets this decision more than anything and it will without a doubt haunt him for the rest of his life.

They found her body today, read here: (CNN) -- The body of a missing 5-year-old girl has been found in North Carolina, police said Monday.

Do What You Say You Will Do

I am extremely frustrated right now. If I ask you to do something and you do not want to do it, simply say NO!  Why do people always agree to do things they don't want to? Is it to preserve a friendship or you just can't say no to just say people? I hope not to preserve a friendship cause really when you don't go through on the agreement the friendship is definitely out the window. Its a waste of my time! Do what you say you will do,after all; ITS YOUR WORD! Is that too much to ask??

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