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It happened again this month. I'm upset with myself for giving in to my emotions about the situation but I did. Sometimes I feel like I can't control my emotions and they are controling me and what I do. Per the scopes, as a Pisces I'm either going to be very successful in life or end up in a mental institution. Absolutly no middle ground to stand on. I see the mental institution just ahead of me on the left and on my right is the road to success. If I don't control these emotions, my padded cell and straight jacket awaits me, for sure. #TisAll


Signed,
Emotional Basket Case

Song Of The Day: Superwoman Alicia Keys

This morning I was having a conversation that lead me to Superwoman. We all know the many scenario's that we as woman have to put that S on our chest. We do it daily and we have been doing it for years. I'm not male bashing cause I'm not that kind of lady, but I will say; we can do it, with or without you. The choice is yours. As women and mothers we fight for whats best for our children and we fight to give the best of the best. Its sad to say that our men fall short of helping us meet this goal of the best.

Everywhere I'm turning Nothing seems complete

I stand up and I'm searching For the better part of me

I hang my head from sorrow state of humanity

I wear it on my shoulders, Gotta find the strength in me

I grew up in a single parent home, well for the most part. Dad disappeared at 9 and my mother raised me and my brother solo. I love my mom she was my first example of Superwoman, she did everything she could for me and my brother not once did we go without. She has always worked 2 jobs my whole life to support me and my brother and for that I love and respect her. I myself am "daddy" to my little girl. I am the only daddy she has every known and the only one she will know. I stepped up to the plate when she was 3 and became that "father" figure in her life. No I'm not a man but she knows (as a father would) I take care of business.

Cause I am a Superwoman

 Yes I am Yes she is

Even when I'm a mess; I still put on a vest

With an S on my chest

Oh yes I'm a Superwoman

 So to all the Superwomen out there this is to you! We gone make it do what it do!

Tuesday Quote Of The Day

"No one said it would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it." - Unknown

My Journey: The Move

Oct. 4th I packed up my car and I headed north. I have always wanted to be successful and I was at a dead end in my present life. I graduated high school when I was 17, I started college and got my Associates Degree in Business. My first job was at a KFC and I have been able to work my way up the corporate ladder and that I have always been proud of. Each job better with a better pay.

The 6months leading up to that day I felt lost with no one to turn to. This was the first time in my life where I didn't feel like I was making progress. If anything, I was beginning to settle for mediocrity and that is not me. I was beginning to be satisfied with being miserable. I had in my mind that things would get better or work themselves out. For any "go getta" in life, you know this is not the case.

I began to see why people never achieve their goals in life. I'm an emotional person and if I continued down that road, my emotions would have overcome me. Flash Forward I saw myself 45yrs old still in my mother's house. My only company the cat Goldie, just like a lil old lady. (I'm watching Flash Forward lol)

I don't want to be that person who had so much potential in life and let it slip away, I'm NOT going to be that person. A month later and things are looking up. I am progressing like I have been all my life. It feels good to be back on the right path. I don't know about anyone else but failure is not an option for me.

Movie Title of My Life: Pursuit Of Happiness

Love and Success

Im pretty sure everyone wants to be happy in life, but what really makes one happy? We all have an idea of what would make us happy, but do we really know if that idea of happiness is true? I will go ahead and be honest, I am a helpless romantic. I believe in love at all cost. Why? I'm not sure I haven't had the best luck with love but i feel that love makes things better. As far as success, at 23 yrs old, I don't think I am doing to bad for myself. No I dont have what I want in life, but who does at my age? I don't want anything handed to me in life either. Success in life has to be he most fulfilling experience. With success comes money but what good is money? You can't buy love so money is no good without genuine love. I want someone who will love me now, struggle with me now, and gain success with me. This is my pursuit of happiness.