Who Gone Check Me Boo?

I had a late night conversation with this stud that I have been talking to on and of for the last 3 or so months. It’s nothing serious just more of a friend with a possible interest. She is moving to Ga soon so what’s the point of starting something? She is bent on having some type of love affair with me. I have told her time and time again she is in love with being in love.

She wants to start meeting up with me after I get off work so we can chill. I told her that I have a passenger that rides so that’s not possible. Now get this, she asked me when was I planning on tell her best “I’m your daddy” voice. I burst out laughing at her; this was too hilarious to me. She said, “I don’t find anything funny young lady”.

Who gone check me boo? No one gasses my car but ME, I don't have to tell you shit. I’m trying to figure out who she has the relationship with that she is calling shots, because it’s not with me. This is what I mean by being in love with love. I assume she wish we had that type of relationship, and was very upset that I kept telling her I’m not starting anything with her because she is moving. She ended up getting upset and hanging up on me but who cares? Get real, love happens and is not forced. I get tired of hearing her moan and complain about being alone and wanting to be with someone past the dating period. I’m just the only person readily available at this point, I could be any chick, she don’t care she just want to be in love. *BARF* I don’t have time for this shit.
#OnToThaNext --->

LGBT Scene: Club Envy

So You Mad?

I don't understand why people are so easily offended when they ask for you to give them your honest opinion about something, If you don't want to know the truth, then don't ASK!

 Lastnight I received a txt from a chick I went on a date with but I wasn't feeling her like that. This is how it went.

RandomChick: ? What is it about me that turns you off? Im just wondering so I can know how to improve myself for my miss right, please be honest.
Me: There is nothing wrong with you, just not my type ma.
RandomChick: I wasn't saying like for you, but its good, im out.
Me: "Question What about me turns YOU off? Im just wondering....." This is what you said to me, and i'll say again, there is noyhing wrong with you...
RandomChick: Of course there was no reply!

What happened here? I answered her question honestly! She wanted to know how to improve herself for her "miss right" What I didn't like about her was her height, she is too short for me and she had a low hair cut like a guy. Now she can grow her hair back, but she can't change her height soooo, that makes her NOT MY TYPE, but she could be perfect for the next chick.

Now I would like to address the statement "so i can improve myself for my miss right". Let me tell you, this is me love it or leave it. Now I understand when you are in a relationship with someone there might be certain things that you might need to change to make things work with you and your significant other but if we need to have that conversation to start out, then it obviously don't need to start.

But who am I? Im just a 23yo lesbian, looking for love and happiness......

Flashback: What If pt2

FUCKED UP

Flashback: YOU DID WHAT??

"....it was ok, I really didn't like it all that much"


I sat in silence because I couldn't believe what I had just heard. Never had I imagined she would actually do something like that. I know we are women and we have certain Adamn & Eve urges, but I never thought she would have done that, after all she was a so called "hard stud" how could she? She said it happened a month ago, her girlfriend at the time thought she was going to "get fucked up" with her homeboi. I mean really, when my stud goes to hang out with her homeboys the thought that she could be cheating on me of course crosses my mind, but not with the homeboi! I laugh at it now cause really what do I need with a stud who has had dick since me?



It made me think of all the times that I have heard men offer studs $$$ to "hit that" Yes you might say WTH? Most studs look like men themselves and that shouldn't be attractive to another man but older cats do it. They know underneath the clothes there is pussy and it gets wett just like any other. The true logic behind it is they want some tight pussy and what female's pussy is tighter than a stud's other than a virgin's? 



Money can pursuade people to do things they would not do normally so I ask, how many studs are on the "dick dykin" low?

"I Can't Live Without Dick"

I have heard this so many times from my self proclaimed "lesbian" associates. I ask the question though, if you can't live without dick then how can you profess to be a lesbian and futher more how can you be in a committed relationship with another woman? No honey,you are not a lesbian you are just a sex addict who likes getting ate out.

Don't get it twisted I have nothing against bisexual females, do you boo. My problem comes in where these chicks claim to be lesbians and they really aren't. Admit you are bisexual to begin with, a stud can't be mad if you put your cards on the table. Its up to her then if she wants to fuck with you.

I had a friend once who claimed to be so into women and talked mad trash about what we call "dick dykes". She was such a hyprocrite though, having threesomes with men was I assume, a hobby as to how many she participated in. Then all of a sudden she was no longer a lesbian she was straight. Now I don't know anyone can go from lesbian to just straight unless it is a religious decision and in that case there would be no premarital sex period but thats neither here nor there. The profession to be straight again I assume was to throw off that she was indeed a dick dyke. Dibbling and dabblin back and foward. No stud wants to be feed dick, and that's what exactly what happens.

I see this alot but the body wants what the body wants. Even though a man surely can eat you out just as a female (and thats what men only see it as)but any female that has had the opportunity to lay down with female knows its so much more than an "eating out".

Not that anyone cares but thats my thoughs on chicks that claim lesbian but always holla "I Can't Live Without Dick"

Wednesday's Quote Of The Day

"I became a lesbian because of women, because women are beautiful, strong and compassionate." - Rita Mae Brown

She Is My Stud

She is my stud

Her touch makes me flood

Another can't make me feel the way she does

Not one time have I forgot how good it was

Every time I'm with her, I feel safe

Killing me softly with her sweet embrace

Inside me is where I want her to be

Another day without her; another day in heat

To caress her & make her moan in itself is a turn one

Her body speaks to me as her flower unfolds 

Lips to lips so soft she feels

The taste of her so sticky and sweet

Her lava erupts from the passion and heat

Nothing sweeter than the river that flows

The passion of the kiss reach deep in her soul   

I see colors.. ROYGBIV

Did I choose to be with her or is it genetics? Early on I would have said it was a choice, but now I cant be so sure. My brother likes boys, I like girls, same parents. That tells me that there is more to it than a choice that I made. I was 19 when I was first with a female but I remember glancing at females inappropriately since I was about 7. I never thought I was a Lesbian just though it was normal. I never thought I would go down that road but I'm open minded and a free spirit. I have a moto: I will try almost anything once, if I like it I continue to do it, if not then I can always stop. I have lived by that my entire life and it hasn't done me wrong so far. With that being said, it was no big deal for me to turn to a woman, it only took alot of alcohol for the night. I never regretted my decision and I cant see myself without women. I prefer being with a woman sexually because it's enlightening and passionate. I love the way she explores my body, and I love to explore her body. I love to feel her body against mine, the many ways to please, the hours of passion. There is nothing that matches this feeling and its one I'm not willing to give up. Men have nothing to do with my decision. People like to say, "what, men were not treating you right?". Let me clear up that ridiculous excuse for being a lesbian. If that is the case I wouldn't be a lesbian or straight I'd be celibate. Trust, love, and commitment are 3 words that are universal in relationships, period. So whether its heterosexual or homosexual relations you are having, those 3 words are important, they either make or break the relationship.