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It happened again this month. I'm upset with myself for giving in to my emotions about the situation but I did. Sometimes I feel like I can't control my emotions and they are controling me and what I do. Per the scopes, as a Pisces I'm either going to be very successful in life or end up in a mental institution. Absolutly no middle ground to stand on. I see the mental institution just ahead of me on the left and on my right is the road to success. If I don't control these emotions, my padded cell and straight jacket awaits me, for sure. #TisAll


Signed,
Emotional Basket Case

My Music: Songs of the Day Leona Lewis' Bleeding Love & Better In Time

My Emo side is coming out with these songs....Who am I kidding? LOL My Emo self shows throughout this blog!! Anyway, I love Leona Lewis' two songs Bleeding Love and Better In Time.

Bleeding Love
When I first heard this song it helped me through one of the darkest and toughest times I was going through with my girlfriend at the time. Everything she said in this song was exactly how I was feeling. The video was on point too just in general. I love to watch it to this day. To have truly loved and lost really does feeling like you are bleeding from deep within. My favorite part in the song is below This is how i felt at the time, love at all cost. 

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you

They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth

My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closing

You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep, keep bleeding love

Better In Time

Listening to 93.3 Kiss lately and they play this song alot. Once again I love this song, its what I have been dealing with lately. Learning to let go of the past and move on to a brighter future. Things have been hard but learning from my mistakes. Time is doing its healing job but it takes just that: TIME. My favorite part of this song is all of it. If I had to chose though this would be it

Since there's no more you and me

It's time I let you go so I can be free

And live my life how it should be 

No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you

Yes I will